https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/93ab8d/former-porn-performer-sued-her-school-for-discrimination > When Nicole Gililland heard the jury’s decision, as she stood in the federal courthouse in Eugene, Oregon, she started to silently sob. > “My tears were filling up my mask,” she said. “I was worried I was gonna drown myself.” Frozen in the moment, she felt overwhelmed with gratitude.